Showing posts with label blog. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blog. Show all posts

11 October 2007

on a brighter note: giving thanks

i want to give a big public thank you to the world's best realtor for sponsoring mwms's breast cancer walk! her donation not only helped us reach our goal, it put us over the top! i continue to be stunned by her generosity--who knew that in buying a home, you could also gain a wonderful, supportive friend? :-)

i have much to add to my blog this month about breast cancer--particularly about a new screening device that's just come on the market that's sure to help our efforts at early detection--but i really ought to go study now. i have to keep reminding myself that i won't be able to help anyone with any medical problems unless i get through medical school.

in the meantime, use the internet for good & educate yourself about breast cancer. and don't forget: guys, you're at risk, too!

the internet...

...is a death trap for medical students.

i signed up to participate in mwms's breast cancer walk this weekend (see sidebar) & sent an email to some friends to ask if they'd help support us, as we were only 13% from our goal last night. one of my friends sent a message back to me, asking me to join her "facebook community." i'd heard about facebook, but never really looked at it.

that is, until today.

all i can say is: holy time-sucking vortex!

i've decided i like the internet a little too much. maybe more than too much. it fascinates me. i'm always finding new things here--new people, new places, new news, new stuff.... and it all keeps getting in the way of what i'm supposed to be doing, which is *studying medicine,* not studying the links to long-lost friend of a long-lost friend and oohing over pictures of their babies/cats/dogs/houses/etc. just when i thought i'd beaten the urge-to-check-email-every-5-seconds beast and had turned off all the chat features on my computer, what happens? i find something else to distract me!

so, it's official and i need to say it: hello, my name is student doctor blaze, and i'm an internetaholic. need i say more?

09 October 2007

so much to say, no time to say it

i'm now 6 days away from my anatomy final and have realized that every moment up to the exam will be excruciating no matter what i do.

i have so much that i want to say here--so many things to write about--but, with the impending exam & all it entails, i can't take the time right now to post about any of it. i promise you, though, there will be some interesting posts making their appearance after the 15th.

in the meantime, i'll leave you with a photo i took this morning (using my macbook pro, which, unfortunately, doesn't have a flash) during our osteopathic principles & practices lecture. we had a guest lecturer and even our regular professor fell asleep! (<--too bad i didn't catch a shot of him sleeping!)

the day was redeemed by an excellent lecture given my mrs_dr_do this afternoon on taking a social & sexual history--so at least i've learned something useful during all my hours of sitting in the lecture hall. overall, though, this picture nicely sums up the energy level/morale on campus....

25 August 2007

ooh! ooh! i hit a 1,000!

one more moment of distraction before i dive back in to Gray's: my blog has reached 1,000 hits! wow! i'm stunned that people have come to read what i have to say that many times. i haven't even had time to post about the interesting stuff yet!!!! ;-)

thank you for reading! more 411 to come soon....

01 August 2007

biddle says: no cheezburger 4 u!

biddle has been upset since i've returned to medical school. she hasn't been getting enough attention. she wanted a forum for herself, so i submitted her photo to i can has cheezburger? please vote for her when she appears on the voting page!

08 July 2007

more fun, silly, taking-up-webspace things...

i'm in a goofy mood today and have decided to waste time (i.e. procrastinate) by puttering around with my blog. i saw a meme on another site that i liked and decided to tweak it a little, answer it, then pass it on. i tag j.p., americanmum, and dr. cs. :-)

  1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes. The poet Dylan Thomas' wife, but she was "star-crossed" so my mom changed the spelling. ;-)
  2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Last week. After waking up from a nightmare about my impending Anatomy class. (Okay, I admit it, I'm a wimp! I don't like being told that I'm stupid 10-20x per day for 10 weeks!)
  3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Yes, but everyone tells me it is too neat for a physician, so I may have to make it sloppier.
  4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? almond butter!
  5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? kids = baby goats, dammit. so, no, i don't have a goat and i don't own a farm. but if the question intends to ask whether i have children, do my cats count? if so, yes. if the human kind is being implied, then no.

  6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? i sure hope so.
  7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? define "a lot"? ;-)
  8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? ooh, actually, YES--tonsils are a body part i've managed to retain (knock on wood).
  9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? no. working in the trauma center cured me from the desire to do anything of the sort.
  10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? i don't like cereal, unless you count granola or oatmeal...
  11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? people still wear shoes with laces?!? just kidding. ;-) no, i generally just slip 'em off.
  12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? some days, yes. some days, no.
  13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? harrell's cinnamon nutmeg. but since i can only get harrell's at a certain time/place, ben & jerry's mint chocolate cookie is my most frequent choice.
  14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? their tone of voice.
  15. RED OR PINK? red.
  16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? my sickly health.
  17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? mjt
  18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? no, i want them to post it on their blogs & pass it on.
  19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? navy pajama pants, no shoes.
  20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? whole food's organic instant oatmeal with flax seeds.
  21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? the sound of the wind in the trees (or what i can hear of it over the hum of the air conditioner and the tappity-tap of the keyboard).
  22. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? midnight blue
  23. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SMELLS? pumpkin or apple pie baking, fresh rain hitting the ground, & certain men's cologne's/soaps.
  24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my mom! :-)
  25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? erm, technically this wasn't sent to me--i nabbed it from monkeygirl...but, yes, i like this person's internet persona.
  26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? home renovation. ;-)
  27. HAIR COLOR? mine? brown.
  28. EYE COLOR? chestnut, with sprinkles of green.
  29. ARE YOU: OVERWEIGHT, UNDERWEIGHT, JUST RIGHT, OR NEVER RIGHT? starved, because without my gallbladder, i can't eat ben & jerry's. :-( definitely moving back toward the underweight category at this point....
  30. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nope, just glasses for distance when I'm driving or trying to read another boring powerpoint lecture at school.
  31. FAVORITE FOOD? does chocolate count? if not, thai masaman curry with tofu. (<--another thing i can't eat...i'm starting to sense a theme here....)
  32. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? happy endings.
  33. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? "carmen meets carmen" on the internet (my friend was conducting!); "stranger than fiction" on dvd.
  34. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? heather grey.
  35. SUMMER OR WINTER? depends upon where i'm living!
  36. HUGS OR KISSES? hugs.
  37. FAVORITE DESSERT? anything with chocolate or pumpkin (although not usually both at the same time).
  38. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? besides the bazillion textbooks i'm constantly reading for med school? "between heaven and earth" a text about chinese medicine, which i highly recommend to anyone who is interested in the subject. (of course, with what i read, i'm like the new england weather--wait five minutes and it'll change. i should have begun this page with: "hello, my name is student_dr_blaze and i'm a biblioholic." ;-) )
  39. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? my alma mater's seal.
  40. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T. V. LAST NIGHT? flip this or that house.
  41. FAVORITE SOUND? the deep chuckle of a happy baby.
  42. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? indigo girls.
  43. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME/HERE? israel.
  44. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? i can stand on my toes.
  45. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? in a hospital on a sunny day.
  46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? anywhere new.
  47. WHAT'S THE ONE THING THAT YOU'VE BEEN DYING TO DO BUT HAVEN'T DONE YET? deliver a baby.
  48. WHAT'S THE ONE SIMPLE THING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? a long, hot shower.
  49. HAVE YOU EVER TRULY BEEN IN LOVE? yes.
  50. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE BOOK/AUTHOR? i have to choose just one?!? <--that's a herculean task. i'll go with what i know best: adrienne rich's dream of a common language.
  51. WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? on the wooden swing underneath the big maple tree overlooking the pond at my alma mater.
  52. WHAT'S YOUR PERSONAL THEME SONG? currently: breathe/2am by anna nalick
  53. ARE YOU REGISTERED AS A REPUBLICAN, A DEMOCRAT, OR AN INDEPENDENT? registered Democrat, independent at heart.
  54. WHEN YOU WERE A KID, HOW DID YOU SPEND MOST OF YOUR TIME? reading or dancing.
  55. WHAT IS THE AIR-SPEED VELOCITY OF AN UNLADEN SWALLOW? african or european?

the lemming effect

first americanmum did it. then dr. cs followed suit. so, i decided to become a lemming, join in the fun, and turn it into a meme of sorts. j.p., i tag you--you're it!

what's the fun? the new simpsons movie has an avatar creator so that anyone can make their own simpson self. it's rather amusing and, in the midst of so much seriousness, i thought it couldn't hurt to spice things up with a little humor. try it out for yourself here.

as for me? within the parameters given (what? simpsons don't wear birkenstocks? what's up with that?!?), i found simpsons_me. ;-) enjoy!


oh, and in case you're wondering about the t-shirt choice...could there be a better option for a vegetarian? i think not. ;-)

25 May 2007

formatting issues?

i had to leave my beloved laptop with the "geniuses" at the mac store a few days ago when i was in the nearest big city. poor thing's fan had started making funny whirring sounds (that were, of course, not reproducible in front of said geniuses). so my laptop is not with me, which leaves me not only with a good deal of separation anxiety, but means that i'm forced to use my old PC desktop.

the experience of using a PC again has proven to be very odd. I'd oh-so-joyously forgotten about the crashing, freezing, restart updates, and generalized slowness of windows. this is kind of funny, considering that i customized this desktop myself and spent a considerable amount of time tweaking it to my liking. i was annoyed last year when i learned i'd have to buy a laptop for school (no matter which direction you go, they're expensive). but i got my macbook pro and never looked back.

now that i'm having to spend a few days on the pc, though, i've noticed something that i'd forgotten to check about: web-page formatting. (i say forgotten, because when i use dreamweaver to work on a website, i'm always careful to check to see how the page will appear in the various different browsers.) i pulled up my blog on this pc in both firefox and ie and am seeing some egregious formatting errors. is my page appearing strange on anyone else's computer?

i had a moment today where my past-post widget appeared with the month names in spanish. how odd is that?!?!?

if anyone has thoughts on how to ensure that blogger behaves on all platforms, i'd love to know the secret. in the meantime, my apologies for missing pictures, strange languages, and other odd behaviors on the blog. never a dull moment, eh?

23 May 2007

the sound & the fury

my apologies, dear readers, for the silence on this end of the blogosphere as of late. the past two weeks have been odd. i'm attempting to find a way to write about some of it without revealing too much about my characters. it's one thing when i "let it all hang out" about myself--it's an entirely other matter when i write about people i know.

i tend to be quite WYSIWYG (for those non-geeks, the translation: what you see is what you get) about my own thoughts and feelings, but i know most people are not like me in this respect. hence my dilemma: how do i write about my experiences without uncloaking others? i don't have a good answer to this yet. sometimes i wonder if i've already said too much. :-}

so...since i'm still in the process of tweaking my latest entries before posting, i'll offer a parting thought, straight from Macbeth, that aims at a certain peculiar truth of this time.

life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
that struts and frets his hour upon the stage
and then is heard no more: it is a tale
told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
signifying nothing.

now if only i could get some help from Faulkner's muse....

30 April 2007

super_blaze is #1!

i had the incredible experience today of getting to watch super_blaze win his bracket of the st. anthony's triathlon! for a blow-by-blow account of the race, combined with the pictures i took of the event, check out the post by the blaze himself.

you go, blaze! :-)

27 April 2007

highlighter b!tch

the med school hell blog just posted the "101 things you wish you knew before you began med school" list. i wish i could say the list was wrong or inaccurate, but much of it is true. dead-on true.

apparently, i'm a highlighter b!tch. hey, at least that indicates that i belong! ;-)

22 April 2007

i.w.g.

first, a bit of background: i was born and raised in a suburb of a large american city. during my school years, the public education system in my area was in turmoil. since my parents place a high value on education, they decided to make a huge financial sacrifice by sending me to a small private school for 6th-12th grades. although, like any other, my education had its ups and downs, the community of the school was, at the time, like a family. even though it's been over ten years since i graduated from high school (gasp), i still keep in touch with many of my friends from school. we rarely have a chance to see each other anymore, seeing as we're all scattered across the globe by this point, but these are all good friends--the kind that i can pick up the phone and call and talk to as if no time has passed. it's rare in life, i think, to find people with whom one can connect so well and i feel very blessed by their friendships.

yesterday i received an email from one of these friends, whom i'll call dr. cs (<--he's a doctoral student in computer science and is probably one of the few, like me, who will be an eternal student--i think he's more than earned the title of dr by now, even if the school wants to milk a few more research papers out of him before dubbing him officially). three years ago i attended dr. cs's wedding--a beautiful event that brought a bunch of us back together, reunion-style, as a rare treat. dr. cs married mrs. cs, who, although i don't know very well, i really, really like, and i suspect could become a good friend, were it not for the gap of many miles between us. in short, dr. & mrs. cs are a great fit. so i was thrilled, a few months back, to hear that they were expecting their first child. they're the type of people that you just know will make great parents.

so dr. cs sent this email yesterday, titled something to the effect of "greetings from x_state." this perplexed me a little, since x_state isn't where he lives, but it is where another of our friends live, so i thought maybe they were on vacation. unfortunately, the title of dr. cs's email belied the content. it turns out that they were in x_state for a friend's wedding. the night of said wedding, mrs. cs went into early labor and ended up giving birth to their son, i.w.g., at a mere 26 weeks' gestation. it was an unexpected early delivery with dire consequences.

for three weeks they went on the roller-coaster ride of having their baby in the nicu and all that that entails. on tuesday, after many ups and downs, little i.w.g. succumbed to his illnesses (primarily premature lung disease with what sounds like a secondary nosocomial pneumonia on top) and died. dr. & mrs. cs kept a blog about the experience--a heartbreaking, tender, thoughtfully written account of each day in this baby's life--and it absolutely crushed me to read it. i cannot even begin to fathom the pain and suffering they've endured. i thought about posting the link to the blog here, but in the interest of protecting their privacy, i've decided against it.

given that i'm still having a hard time wrapping my brain around the notion that my friends from middle school are even having babies, i can hardly grok the fact that something like this--something so tragic that involves such an adult, mature response to endure--has happened to my friends. i'm in utter shock. when did we all grow up? when did we become adults who have to decide on dnr orders for our babies? it makes me miss the days of worrying about getting my homework assignments in on time (for those of you who were there, think fruit flies!) and worrying about where we'd go to college. that time seems so much more tame and simple in comparison to this....

i couldn't help but wonder, as i read their blog, what it would have been like to be in their shoes these past few weeks. i've seen the sickest of the sick babies in the nicu (the university medical center in which i worked for a number of years has a level 5 nicu--the highest level of care available for infants), but i've always looked at these infants from a provider's perspective. i recall the first time i entered the nicu, while shadowing one of our attendings and a fellow, and my shock and awe at the fact that the first baby on whom we consulted had a foot (i kid you not) no bigger than the pad of my thumb. i imagined, at the time, how hard it would be to care for these tiny babies...but i didn't imagine how horrible it must feel to be the parent of one of these children. the sense of helplessness, in particular, must be overwhelming. i particularly never imagined that my friends could be in this position--especially when i'm not so sure that any of us feels so far from childhood ourselves....

all that said, my heart goes out to all the parents and caregivers who work so tirelessly to ensure the well-being of these tiny little babies. and to dr. and mrs. cs--i am in awe of your courage and fortitude throughout this nightmare of an experience. i know, in the deepest part of myself, that you touched little i.w.g. with your love and care. his time here may have been short--but because of you, i am certain it was also full of warmth.


~ i.w.g. ~ 3.25.07 - 4.17.07 ~

09 April 2007

medical education reform

In the midst of my sleepless nights, I've been reading medical blogs. There are some incredible students, residents, and physicians out there capturing life on the front lines. Hearing their stories reminds me that I am not alone in my struggles, that my opinions on medicine and medical education are not as outlandish as I'd thought, and gives me hope that there just may be a community of healthcare providers out there who are eager to initiate change.

Tonight I read such a great post on "learning the hard way" that I decided was too important not to pass along. In it, Dr. J. makes eloquent observations about the current state of medical education.

I may soon have to start one of these "blogrolls," and link to these sites, because I have a feeling there are some bloggers out there who are well worth highlighting. Dr. J.'s site, though, is my spot of the day. I hope you appreciate his comments as much as I do.

01 April 2007

the paradox of perspective

a few days ago, my friend j.p. blogged about her frustrations with the healthcare system and being a patient in it. today i discovered a recent blog entry from dr_couz (a FP resident in Canada who writes a wonderful blog about her experiences in residency there) discussing the lines physicians must draw between their personal and professional lives. now here i sit, pondering the paradoxical perspectives.

on one hand, dr_couz's commentary on boundaries hits me hard. i have a hard time keeping and maintaing boundaries (but, no, i don't have a "caretaker" personality or anything! ;-) ) and i've watched many a physician get burned by an inability to balance work and life or friends and patients--or both. most recently, a wonderful geriatrician spoke to our class after her last day in private practice. she's hardly retirement age; yet, she's retiring. when describing why she's chosen to take "time out" from being a physician, she told us a story about how she recently sent her husband to a patient's house to fix the patient's leaky shower head. yes, we live in an area where there are many elderly people in need of assistance in one form or another--but it took her getting that involved in her patients' lives to realize why she had burnt out. she simply became over-involved. this physician stood in front of my class and told us, point blank, to maintain our boundaries. she's a sobering example of what can happen when one crosses too many lines.

so, i get that i'll need to be cautious when i go into practice (if i ever get there!), because i know i have tendencies to be like this geriatrician, to want to fix everything. [i'm pretty good with a wrench and plumber's tape, actually. ;-) ] but i also must wonder, what about the fire?

my friend j.p. eloquently captured her rage at the healthcare system and at doctors in particular. she's encountered at least a hundred (if not more?) physicians who have been distant, absent, and even downright cold. many have not been well-versed in their own specialty, let alone anything remote to it. one could argue, perhaps, that this is just one person's perspective. and, oh, how i wish that were true. but it isn't. i know because her words resonate with my experiences as a patient. her question--wanna be my doc?--has also been asked of me many times, by many friends (and even some strangers!) in similar situations. this is being asked. of me. the first-year medical student....

one of the reasons i am a first-year medical student, though, is because i feel the fire, the rage, the dissatisfaction shared by so many patients. it's an emotion that can't--indeed mustn't--be ignored. thus i'm left to wonder: given that i cannot be physician to the masses, given that i am human and will make mistakes during my career, given that i have to be able to take care of myself as well as those around me, given all the barriers present in healthcare, how can one person make a difference? how do i remain open to people, to learning, to the tenets of my profession when it seems that so many physicians give up, burn out, or sell out? and how do i become a decent physician if i can't manage my own healthcare problems? if i cannot take care of the people i love? if i pin the essence of primum non nocere to my heart, will i always remember?

once again, all i'm left with are questions.

speaking of which, hey j.p., wanna come to med school? ;-)

17 March 2007

blog tweaks

i decided to add some flavor to my blog and i want to share some of the changes, since they may not be readily apparent.

the most important change is my addition of case files. for those of you who've studied medicine and/or have been a patient long enough that you know how to read your own chart, my creative license will be readily apparent to you. for those of you who haven't studied medicine, a bit of background information here: during the first semester of medical school, medical students learn how to take a patient's history. this is always recorded in a particular manner and then presented back to the more senior member of the medical team as a "SOAP" note. since i want my blog to remain semi-anonymous, i didn't want to describe people by their real names. but people are what make my life colorful, so i wanted a way to bring them into my posts. hence, i made up "case files" for some of the people i talk about. the pseudonyms in the posts will allow you to link back to the case files so that you can learn more about that person if you so desire. i see it as a way of providing more context for my ramblings. [N.B. these case files are meant to be funny. they in no way represent a popularity contest or anything of the sort, and for some, identifying information has been tweaked to protect the innocent (or not so innocent, as the case may be!)].

in addition, thanks to google, snap and librarything, i've been able to add some neat features to the sidebar (like links to medical articles i read and find interesting) and also a preview feature for the links in posts (hover your mouse cursor over "history" in the paragraph above and you'll see what i mean). i've had fun with these; if there's anything else you'd like me to add, just let me know. i'm discovering that people put all sorts of random information in their sidebars, like what they read last, the last movie they saw, or their "favorites." i tend to want to share things, like articles and books, that open up peoples' knowledge of medicine and health care.

i also added a post about problem-based learning (pbl) since so much of my education is in that format right now. it helps explain all the little things that i may forget to describe when i'm writing a post.

so...that's the 411 for now. if you have any requests, please let me know! :-)

13 March 2007

an addiction?

can blogging become an addiction? if so, i'm in trouble. it's not even the writing itself that sucks me into the time abyss, but rather that this is yet another tekkie thing for me to learn--and yes, i'm a geek. a gadget whore. i should come with a warning label. today it would say: this is my brain without any sleep. any questions?

so it seems i'll be playing around with my blog template for days to come, especially since google is always adding such great features, and because my friends' sites inspire me to do more. the best thing about today (other than getting to be the female guinea pig for my clinical exam class...but more on that later....)? wee me. it's all j.p.'s fault. you'll see....

01 January 2001

problem-based learning - a detailed description

Description

The Problem-Based Learning (PBL) emphasizes student-centered, self-directed learning. Groups of eight students meet with a faculty facilitator two to three times per week. Faculty members do not "teach" in the traditional sense. Instead, they serve as facilitators.

A series of cases focus on learning the basic sciences required to understand patient problems. Students then work independently and in small groups on learning issues before the next meeting, at which time the new information is discussed and refined in the context of the case.


The Problem-Based Learning Pathway is ideal for students who:

* Are self-directed;
* Are comfortable with flexibility in their learning goals;
* Learn best through reading and small group discussion; and
* Want a strong clinical context for their learning.



Problem-Based Learning Curriculum Program Description and Objectives

In the Problem-Based Learning Pathway, the passive delivery of information is completely eliminated. Students are placed in small groups of eight students each, and each group is assigned one faculty member whose function it is to facilitate discussion in the group. Because the faculty members who serve as group facilitators are not necessarily authorities on the material being discussed, the students learn to not rely upon him/her to teach. A series of cases serve as a basis for learning the basic science required to understand the clinical scenario. The object is not to diagnose the case, but to identify what are called learning issues, topics for further independent and/or group study. Students then work independently and in small groups on their learning issues before the next meeting, at which time the new information is discussed and refined in the context of the case. If necessary, further learning issues are then identified and studied.

This program provides an environment in which the learning of the basic sciences will be approached with considerably more enthusiasm than under the lecture system. With a problem-based approach to the basic sciences it is also hoped that the students will feel more comfortable and confident in dealing with uncertainties, and with the challenge of solving clinical problems. If so, then the students should be better prepared to enter into their clinical clerkships, which commence with the third year of medical school.

With this approach, the memorization of isolated facts, taken out of context, is de-emphasized. Those skills which are of value in helping students develop into self-directed, independent learners are used repeatedly throughout the students' education. It is the process of learning rather than the factual information itself which is stressed. The small group setting also fosters the development of a sense of community among students, who learn to work together in a problem-solving capacity. They learn both trust and responsibility as active members of the group. They become comfortable both receiving and giving criticism, with having their position questioned without taking it personally, and questioning without fear of threatening others. The small group process also provides valuable practice in sharpening students' clinical reasoning skills, which have been suggested to constitute the scientific method of clinical medicine.


The main objective of the course is to foster the educational and personal development of medical students who will:

* Take personal responsibility for learning, both during and following medical training;
* Command a relevant knowledge base characterized by depth, breadth and flexibility;
* Be skilled in the critical evaluation and acquisition of new knowledge, with a commitment to life-long learning;
* Be proficient at clinical reasoning;
* Have good interpersonal skills and enjoy working with other students.
* Be better prepared for entry into clinical clerkships.



The mechanism of achieving this objective will be an approach which will:

Shift the emphasis of the program from teaching to learning, by requiring students to be active, independent and self-directed learners and problem solvers, rather than passive recipients of information;

Emphasize the development of attitudes and skills which stress the acquisition of new knowledge rather than the memorization of existing knowledge, by limiting the amount of factual information that students are expected to memorize;

Provide a small group environment, within which the students can work cooperatively to solve common problems in an analytical way, with faculty who are facilitators of the discussion rather than teachers.


The Tutorial Process in Problem-Based Learning

The heart of a Problem-Based Learning Pathway is the tutorial group (8 students plus one faculty facilitator). Each member of the group has responsibilities which are important if the process is to succeed (See Roles of Participants). Members must feel free to challenge one another in a constructive manner and feel comfortable with being challenged, but without feeling personally threatened or insulted. In the early stages of group dynamics, this is difficult because members are uncomfortable with this behavior, but with familiarity, it becomes an enjoyable exercise which serves to help the group and its members focus on those areas where their knowledge must be extended.

The PBL cases are based on actual patients. The Progressive Disclosure Model is used. Initially, only the name, age, gender and chief complaint are made available. Following discussion, the group will request additional information, such as the results of a history and physical. Additional discussion follows and the students begin to form an initial differential diagnosis. After this discussion, the group will request new data, such as the results of an EKG or an MRI, and again, discussion follows. During the process, the students raise "learning issues", topics that they need to know more about. Following completion of a case, the students submit their final learning issues to the PBL office. The final learning issues serve as the basis for examination questions.

The facilitator will monitor the direction of the group, and redirect them by asking appropriate questions for discussion if they digress too far, but this is done only if absolutely necessary. The students are given the latitude to pursue unproductive directions, and decide for themselves that a particular learning issue was not germane to understanding the patient's problems.


The Group Tutorial Process

Initially, a case requires several tutorial sessions to complete. The group tutorial process may be divided into three phases. In the first phase, one student reads the case while another serves as a "scribe" and writes information on a blackboard. The blackboard are divided into three areas, for facts, general ideas and learning issues. Facts are listed as they are read. The students then begin to discuss the facts, to decide as a group which facts are important and which are irrelevant, and to probe for scientific explanations and correlative information relating to the clinical picture presented. This is accomplished first using existing knowledge of the group members.

At this point, the students must challenge any information presented for accuracy and understanding. As they arise, ideas are listed which are eventually formulated into hypotheses to be tested. With each hypothesis, one or more learning issues (topics about which there is insufficient knowledge to understand the clinical picture or to pursue without additional research) are presented, as well as which resources the students should utilize in order to obtain the appropriate information.

During this process, the students must take particular care to not become preoccupied with making a diagnosis, but to adhere to their primary goal: that of understanding the basic mechanisms, not the diseases, responsible for the clinical symptoms and signs. The final activity of each session is for the group to evaluate its effort. The program objectives may be re-read at this time and recommendations made as to how to improve the group's performance.

During the second phase, the students engage in independent and small group study, addressing the learning issues adopted in the group session. Appropriate resources for acquiring this knowledge include textbooks, journals, microscope slides, X-rays and tomographic scans, audio-visual materials, and designated resource faculty, who may upon request provide information on a topic.

During the third phase, one student will present the patient using a format in which the known subjective and objective information is summarized and assessed, and a plan for continued management is proposed. This will initiate continued discussion, not only of the new knowledge and its use in evaluating their hypotheses, but also for the seeking of more information about the patient. In light of the new information they approach the case fresh, listing new ideas, formulating new hypotheses and learning issues, as new case information is provided and added to that which they already have. This is followed by another group self-evaluation, another period of independent study and another meeting. This process may be repeated several times during a single case, as additional learning issues are added until the group is satisfied that it has gained sufficient knowledge of basic scientific concepts to understand the basic mechanisms underlying the clinical picture presented in the case. At this time, a final self-evaluation occurs, and the group evaluates its activities and summarizes what it has learned.


Role of Participants

The facilitator is responsible for providing the case information at the appropriate times during the discussion. He/She also assures that each member of the group participates by prompting, if necessary, the more timid members. In addition, the facilitator monitors how accurately the group is addressing the desired objectives.

The facilitator will also evaluate the efforts of the group members in terms of the willingness to contribute and willingness to complete their independent study to the extent that they are able to contribute to the group effort.

The students have the responsibility to participate actively in the discussions of the group. They must be willing to both give and accept constructive criticism, be willing to admit to knowledge deficiencies where they exist and to conscientiously complete their independent study assignments so as to contribute effectively to the group effort. Students also have the responsibility to honestly evaluate the activities of each other, themselves, the facilitator and the group as a whole. Only in this way is improvement possible.


Content Examinations

Each exam includes board-type multiple choice questions, and may include practical questions about laboratory material such as interpretation of slides. The questions will be generated by the faculty and will be based upon the learning issues identified since the last examination. The exam process will be used to identify the students' strengths and weaknesses as well as contribute to their overall evaluation.


Faculty Evaluation of Student Performance

Students will be evaluated by each facilitator. In general, students performance in the small group will be evaluated in each of the following categories:

* Group participation and contributions;
* Preparation and learning skills;
* Interpersonal skills and professional behavior;
* Contributions to group progress.



General Overview

The core of the program is the series of problem-based learning cases which occupies much of the time in years 1 and 2. While Anatomical courses are taken, groups meet only once per week, thereafter groups meet three times per week for the remainder of the first year, and twice per week for the entire second year, up to approximately one month prior to the national administration of the NBOME COMLEX Level 1.


Other Coursework

Students in Problem-Based Learning Pathway will participate in all other components of the lecture-based curriculum during the first and second years. These include the following:

* Human Clinical Gross Anatomy
* Medical Ethics
* Osteopathic Manipulative Medicine I - IV
* Healthcare Management
* Clinical Examination I - IV
* Public Health and Preventative Medicine
* Geriatric Medicine
* Basic Life Support / Advanced Cardiac Life Support
* Medical Jurisprudence
* Behavioral Medicine
* Human Sexuality

Within Anatomy Course:

* Histology
* Embryology

background: house of god

the house of god, an amazing novel by samuel shem, is a classic book describing life in medical school. if you haven't read it, i highly recommend it--particularly if you have any interest in going into medicine.

in the book, shem refers to harvard medical school as "man's best medical school," or "mbms" for short. in hommage to shem's work (and in jest of my own medical school), throughout this blog i will refer to my medical school as "man's worst medical school," or "mwms."

is my school really the worst? only time will tell.... enjoy!

case files


student dr. blaze



CC: “mwms is trying to kill me”
HOPI: onset July 2006. self-induced. many aggravating factors, few relieving factors.
PMH: too much school, too many illnesses.
SHX: social life? what social life?
FHX: complicated.
O: there’s no such thing....
A/P: self-induced torture. grit teeth, hold on tight, & try not to drown.




j.p.



CC: “seattle is not boston
HOPI: onset July 2006. self-induced. many aggravating factors, relieving factor: mars hill. potential duration unknown.
PMH: lived in boston just long enough that nothing else compares.
O: trying to figure it all out.
A/P: seattle adjustment disorder. turn living room wall into mural of boston. find competent doctor.



mr. dr. do



CC: “pts have a hidden agenda”
HOPI: began in medical school; constant. aggravating factors: seeing the same pt sitting in the waiting room multiple times. alleviating factors: humor, solving a case.
PMH: medical school, residency, family practice.
FHX: mrs. dr. do & baby.
O: pcp in NAD. young enough to be student dr blaze’s sibling.
A/P: cynical, but kind. laugh more. hope that baby soon sleeps through the night.



mrs. dr. do



CC: “mwms treats adjunct faculty like crap”
HOPI: onset 2004 to 2006. aggravating factors: administration & medical students who can’t tell the difference between a bell and a diaphragm on a stethoscope. relieving factors: quitting.
PMH: medical school, residency, family practice, & lots of teaching.
FHX: mr. dr. do & baby.
O: strong woman, excellent teacher. young enough to be student dr. blaze’s sibling.
A/P: a woman & mom in family medicine, treated poorly by mwms. find another way to teach students, who desperately need & miss her.



dean honey



CC: “medical students are getting stupider”
HOPI: onset: many years ago. mwms. duration: extensive. aggravating factors: students. relieving factors: lounging in pool with a cold beer.
PMH: military service & a doctorate in anatomy.
O: couldn’t determine--was too busy hiding from him.
A: grouchy old man who refers to female students as “honey.”
P: retire.



super blaze



CC: none.
PMH: has jumped off a water tower in a single bound. runs, bikes, jogs, surfs, & performs other miraculous feats of a physical nature. takes incredible photos.
SHX: has fun.
FHX: has an awesome fiancee.
O: unable to observe. moving too fast.
A: super blaze.
P: keep going!


the godfather



CC: "you're thinking too much!"
HOPI: began last semester when he realized how detailed my outlines were. ;-)
PMH: has a DVM and a PhD in physiology. grew up in the sudan. possesses incredible generosity of spirit, hence why the pbl group named him the godfather.
FHX: with a wife and four daughters, he's always commenting on the unbelievable amount of estrogen in his house.
A/P: no problems. keeps reminding his students to take it easy.





a little disclaimer...

i'm a medical student. just a student. so please, don't take anything i say too seriously. remember that i was an english literature major as an undergrad, so there is much fiction to be found in these pages. do you think i'm telling a story about you or your illness? more likely, you're tapping into my sense of "everyman"--that is, your story resonates with what i write here because it's not so uncommon after all. need help? please, please go see your physician. <--i'm not her. yet. ;-)