coming soon to a webpage near you...

nope, i'm not dead yet; this blog, however, is getting close, considering i haven't posted in a really long time.

there are myriad reasons for this, the main one being that i ended up having to leave medical school. how do you write as student doctor blaze when you're no longer student doctor blaze? i didn't know. and i still don't know.

on the upside, however, lately i've had a few ideas. enough that i even bought a domain and hope to move over to the new site soon. i haven't decided yet if i'll pull these posts over or not, but you'll still get the same, honest, WYSIWYG me. perhaps not as a med student (for now), but still me.

so, if you're still out there, watching for updates on this blog, stay tuned. there is, indeed, a new horizon ahead....

according to the hospital computer system, i've expired....

has fantasies of pulling a 'fight club.'

is ridding the world of obesity, one 500lb 20yo at a time....

hates it when she can't help, especially when someone is sick....

is excited, because her mom is taking her out for Thai food tonight! :-)

now knows the force behind the expression "I feel like I've been hit by a truck!" It's not pleasant. :-(

: as my mom so aptly put it, "out of shock, but not out of shit."

: ouch. ow. & ugh. whoever said 48-72 hrs out is the worst wasn't kidding.

survived a bad car accident this morning. i'm bruised, but okay. car is totaled. i need better luck....

is desperately trying not to scratch, despite the fact she's itching all over. If only she could identify a cause of this maddening allergy!

enjoyed a fantastic Counting Crows concert!

is off to the Counting Crows/Maroon 5 concert in Tampa! :-)

wishes, wistfully, that the real world had Mountain Day, too....

: to corrupt a favorite Smithie expression, "there's gotta be a better way to get a woman in the White House."

is excited about going to dinner & watching the debate with her (LIBERAL) friend. :-)

has a quiet office & no immediate crises at work for the first time this week. please, may it last....

just heard from the classroom next to my office: "oh! i was wondering where my egg yolk had gone!" ah, nutritionists & their plastic food models.... ;-)

thankful for the Daily Show, which helps her stay current without making her want to cry &/or throttle someone.

at work, trying to stay awake & wondering why I don't get a summer vacation....